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好久没有来自己的博客了，一方面因为自己没有什么新鲜事和大家分享，另外一方面也因为自己比较忙的关系。

 

不过从现在开始，我还是会抽空到这里来向大家汇报自己的境况的。

 

^_^!

     这篇是专门写给我的三个室友的，他们是桑超金建、周超、顾国叶。

     还记得大一的时候也是自己第一次出去通宵，选择了圣诞夜那个特殊的日子，我们几个人和班级的几个同学一起到大学城附近的吧里去通宵。通宵做的事情无非是那些？大家可不要误会，我们不会做什么不法的事情，不过是大家聚在一起打牌、看片子、图个热闹吧！看到其他不认识的一些人成群结队的，自己也难免有点羡慕，可是自己到现在为止还是一个光棍，可能是自己的魅力不够的关系吧！时至午夜，大家依然睡意全无，其实第二天等待我们的是马克思主义政治经济学这门课程呢！现在想想，真正牵绊我们的不是这门课而是上这门课的老师——也就是传说中外贸学院的四大杀手之一的——李邦君是也。或许那当会高兴的时刻，只有我一个人在未雨绸缪吧！时至四点，终于睡意如同洪水猛兽一般侵袭而来，大家包括自己如多米诺骨牌那样一个接一个的倒下了，如同战场上的战士那样为国捐躯！我也真正理解了为什么上课时睡觉的人总是成片出现而非以个体的方式。一个多小时已经赋予了我们充足的精力去迎接新的挑战和晨跑，这个十分熟悉的名字！或许以后没有什么机会再那样了吧！

    最后，祝大家圣诞节快乐！心想事成！

    其实原本自己对于找工作也是一头雾水，没有什么感觉，也就是跟着大家一起忙火！但是唯一一点就是自己知道大公司一般都是在年底之前发完offer，这个大四的学生十分敏感的词语，估计这个时候考大学英语四、六级的话，这个单词的认知率是最高的吧！所以从开学自己就开始比较刻意地去关心一些求职网，也开始制作自己的简历了。尽管自己在大学之中的成绩并不是最突出的，可是一颗企盼进大公司的心总是在胸腔中鼓动着自己，就是抱着这样的一股冲动，自己尝试地去投了一些大公司，毕竟进大公司是很多人也是自己的梦想。在这中，可以学到很多宝贵的理念和经验，也可以为今后打下结实的基础。就这样，自己成了经常去机房的专用户，应该可以在那里看到自己的身影。一回生，二回熟。一来一去，自己对机房的运作规律也了如指掌了，在合适的时间、合适的地点能够为自己找到理想的位置。在投递简历的过程中，自己也收到过拒信，我觉得这也是找工作过程中的一种收获吧，因为有据信总归比没有要好吧，毕竟无尽的等待是很痛苦的！记得自己第一个投的是荷兰银行，而且十分的认真，因为是自己的处女投。荷兰银行的效率也满高的，一个礼拜之后就给我来了回音，当然结果是可想而知的，是一封thank you letter，十分的简短，不过这并没有让自己气馁，反而更坚定了自己要成为大公司conqueror的决心和在绝望中寻找希望的信念。我投入了更多的精力和时间，期待着一份属于自己的归宿！

   ps：我个人认为简历不要做的太花哨，有些人认为花哨可以体现自己的计算机操作水平，可是这种基础的东西谁又不会呢？只能加重筛选简历人的负担与不好的印象，最终为自己的简历成为垃圾桶里的废纸做好准备。希望大家可以采纳！

     这个学期自己似乎十分的浮躁，不管什么时候看书对自己而言都那么的困难，心里总是被电脑所牵挂，不过请大家不要误会不是被电脑中那拥有华丽图片的游戏所牵挂，而是牵挂着自己的邮箱，不知道自己是不是受到了用人单位的眷顾，又或者受到了他们的BS。一下课，自己就不顾三七二十一的往信息楼直冲，为的就是那为数不多的宝贵的机房的位子，来check可能并没有什么新邮件的inbox。可是人的心里总是那么的复杂，可能明知自己没有但是总还是怀嘬着那颗躁动不安的心费了九牛二虎之力来到这里，和那么多人、在那么闷热的环境中，享受着天然的桑那，真是一举两得。既获得了“享受”，又让自己可以安心下来。书本被安置在了安静的书包之中或许也没有什么机会让它再看到晨曦的太阳了吧！开个玩笑！

     话说回来，忙的也不局限于自己一个，很多的同学们他们也在为了自己的前途、为了自己的明天而拼搏，这不也是一种无声的竞争嘛！不过还是真诚希望他们都获得自己理想的归属。

     这个学期对于我们学院大多数的同学来说都基本将是在松江校区最后的日子了。不免有些伤感也有很多的感触。

     大一时刚刚进入学校的情景还历历在目，父母和自己各拎着一个大包，然后开着车，围着一个有三个桥洞的地方绕圈子，殊不知这就是自己即将要待四年的地方——上海对外贸易学院！学长学姐们热情的接待和话语回响在自己的耳边，填写完报道表、领完临时出入证就真正走向我原以为会住宿三年的二期宿舍（后来在大三刚开始的时候搬迁到了一期）。房间的大小和高中时也差得不是太多，就是床和写字台的摆设有些许不同，以前一个寝室四个人的床是连接在一起的，写字台也是如此。而大学的寝室都是相互独立的，可能这也预示着大学需要个人更多的自立吧！遇到了我大学第一个认识的人，同时另外一个身份就是我的室友——顾国叶，他十分热情地陪我去买蚊帐，没有这个东西可别想在松江suffer，因为一到晚上你就会发觉白色的蚊帐会变成黑色，蚊帐外都是蚊子贝！没过多久，寝室的另外三个室友也相继到来（周超和桑超）。想到自己就将在这样的环境中学习了，有点兴奋也有点怀念，兴奋的是新的朋友的加入和生活的开始、怀念的是高中的同学和那段艰苦的高考历程。新学期总是老规矩的安全教育和新生指导，对于自己一个早已习惯寄宿生活的人来说，这些也不是什么新鲜事了。然后就是开学上课和自修。

    不知为什么最近这些情景都反复出现在自己的梦乡中，可能是触景生情吧，又或者是即将离开学校的缘故吧！大四第一学期的生活还是如往常一样的平静，唯一不同的是由于课程将压缩在两个月的时间中搞定，所以各门课程的数量将会翻倍。这对于久经考场的自己来说也不算什么！曾记得自己有一个学期的选修课的课本就超过了自己坐下时的高度，那才真是挑战啊！还是依旧奔波于教学楼与信息楼之间，看到一张张新面孔，有着廉颇老矣的感觉，可是不能认老，因为还有着新的生活将等待着自己、等待着每个人！

     暑假期间由于在法院里实习一直比较忙，而且时常加班，开学后也一直忙于各项学校活动，如模拟法庭展示和模拟APEC的展示，这些都忙的自己不亦乐乎！因而自己的博客也在不经意间被疏忽了。先在这里和大家郑重抱歉一声。现在截至到目前算是把很多事情忙完了，终于可以腾出时间来弄了，可惜博客前几天又不知道怎么回事，硬是上不了，所以只能拖到今天。

 

Tomorrow is June 3rd, which is an ordinary day for every person whoever he or she is. I have watched some cartoons since I came back from my school and got out of that hell and got rid of the shadow of exams. Here, I want to introduce them to you. The first cartoon is called "fate stay night" produced by Type Moon Inc. It told us a moving story relevant to 7 masters and 7 servants. Servants mean that whoever serve their masters and become a part of their masters, and whenever their masters need their help, they will come out for aid. This cartoon is featured by two main characters, one is named "saber",the other called"emiya". We can just guess what their roles are. They fall in love when they combat for the final success, which suggests that saber will disappear at last. And this is a tragedy for emiya because they are not only colleagues but also lovers. They are connected by their profound emotions. If you have time, you can take a look at this animation/ I think you can share my feelings at that time when you finish watching it.

 

The other cartoon I want to introduce is called "the rhythm of fairy" and it expresses some shortcomings and some defects of human and of the instinct of human, which I think, is deep in the inner meaning just as EVA,another famous and well-known cartoon popular in several years ago. I am deeply touched by its plots and the characters in this cartoon. It contains 13 sectors which means this animation is short and takes a short time to watch. I suggest if you have time, watch it , then you can have a highly understanding of Man.

OVA stands for original vedio animation.This vacation,because I stayed at home for a long time,I began to download some films from the Internet.When I ran across this film called "Final Fantasy: the Spirits Within",I was so excited for several years ago,I heard of this unsuccessful film.I decided to witness this failure of this film.With that mood,I press the button of Storm which is so popular today.But the result was so unexpected that I was deeply attracted moved and impressed by the plots and characters produced by the film-making company.And I understand a proverb,that is "When you decide to acquaint something,use your eyes not your ears."This film is not so bad as what the rumour said.I strongly recommend you to see it and it can be available on the Internet both by the Flashget or BT.The melady and scorn of the film is bleak and moving.If you are interested in the music,I put the name of it here,namely "the dream within".Wish you like!

        On Wednesday,when I heard that we were defeated and eliminated in the mock APEC meeting,I felt a little disappointed.Although I made preparation for failure,when I really got it ,it still made me upset.In general,I tried my best to take part in this activity.The result was of importance,but sometimes the process was more vital.Perhaps I ought to let it diappear from my memory with time passing by.

      Today is March 18.After having had my course of international investment law,I decided to go to the system center for recreation.In reality,this term I ofter went there and  abandoned myself to play network games such as cards and so on.But today is special because I was accompanied by Wujinsu,who we all call "the mysterious person" in our class. Why we dub him is because he always gets up early,in fact i must admit that it is a wonderful habit for us to follow and develop,and comes to the dormitory late at night.It is of great difficulty for us to encounter or we say,bump into him both in school and in dormitory.Maybe he is busy with his own myth,who knows?I believe except the heaven and the earth no one knows.Mr su was just sitting next to me,absorbed in writing his essay to be presented to the third group of the Communist Parth of our school.He was so consciencious that he did not realize i was reading his article until the supervisor stopped us from operating the computer.While he noticed i was reading,he became very nervous and suddenly his face was full of smile.He is a person who likes to laugh.Then we went to the school canteen for lunch.Although it was just half an hour,yet it was a precious experience for me to remember!

       I have watched a tv series produced by ROK(republic of Korea) called "Love srory in Harvard" for recent days.

   Time goes like an arrow!

8   the name of the song:with or without you  singer:U2